I started writing this yesterday (it's Thursday at the moment) but I got sidetracked, so I ended up saving it as a draft.
But the title still stands. It's one of those days. I don't feel well, coming down with a cold, and I feel lightheaded and dizzy.
Two days ago I had my first panic attack going to Uni. Just as I reached the entrance, my chest just locked up, I could barely breathe, felt sick for a couple of seconds and then it all went away and I didn't feel any different than I did before. And then yesterday it happened again. Not today, but today I had company walking from the tram stop to uni with me. (One of my brothers old classmates)
Now I'm sitting in class again. ADS (Advanced Data Structures) writing an implementation of Dijkstra's algorithm, I'll end up doing this at home, I'm not getting much done at the moment.
Typical. Instead of doing work at Uni and trying to leave as little as possible for home. I seem to do things the other way around. I work much better at home (I think) and I guess that's normal. I have a lot more information available (yes I am aware it's the same Internet :P) and I just sit at my desk, working. Here I am sitting in class (at my laptop) thinking when will class end, doing all sorts of random stuff to pass time and yawning uncontrollably.
I barely spoke to my SO again. Either I was unavailable, or he was, and I needed to go to bed early. Not that it helped tho.
And this is it for today, sorry for the abrupt end but time is money and I need to go for now :P
Until next time
Moo.
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