Moo

Today is not a good day.

Everything that could go wrong so far, pretty much went wrong. Broke the new linux os on my laptop (i know, right?), burned the food I was supposed to cook 4! times, trying to get some studying done, that went out the window and I'm really really really not feeling well.

Some days it just feels like I shouldn't get out of bed. And man do I wish that would be possible. But yeah...

I don't know what I want right now. Best would be to crawl back in bed and probably stay there for another day or two. Got a pounding headache and gotta leave in under two hours, for a class I really don't want to attend. But I can't start skipping classes this early on in the semester.

I guess you could argue I'm lucky, I only have classes 4 days a week, and even when I do have classes they're not that overwhelming in number, but it's a lot, sometimes it feels like it is even too much for me, someone that would rather not leave the house, hell, would rather not leave the room.

I guess part of me wants someone to feel sorry for me and do everything for me, while the other part really wishes i could stand stronger and not take half the bullshit i sometimes take.

Aaaand i got distracted, just spent the last hour browsing youtube! I guess that's it for now ^^
Let's see when I remember this blog and post again :)
See you then!